Growing up as an Indian adoptee, I didn’t celebrate Diwali at home. My mom would take me to Diwali celebrations at the local Indian cultural center, and my favorite part was always the food — banquet tables lined with fried snacks like samosa and pakora, heaping platters of biryani, and mountains of mithai, such as gulab jamun, barfi, and jalebi. I still dream of those flavorful spreads. Now, as an adult and recipe editor for Diaspora Co., a company equitably sourcing spices from across South Asia, I see Diwali as an opportunity to connect where I was born with my adopted French heritage and California upbringing in my very own kitchen.